i miss someone

its true that i am missing someone from core of my heart and each time when ever i feel low i climb up to the topmost site of my boys college hostel during night and cry a lot , i don't know why am i doing this.................it just happens, sometimes i do really feel emotionally very low and miss my elder brother ,the way he used to hug me and show his care and affection for me. although he is not my real brother and is officially my cousin, but still there is something between us that cant set   us apart.ITs been a very long time that we have not met each other (nearly 6 whole years), one day we will be together one day the way we used to be earlier...................its a fact "the life of professionalism is far beyond the concern of human emotions, its on us how we mange to take every thing together"