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Eureka85 - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by Eureka85
on April 10th, 2012 at 8:30 PM


My Husband just arrived at home last March 31, 2012. I was then very happy. I thought I did change after one year, but it was only in my dreams. I didn’t change at all. So sad, but our relationship is still the same. It seems there’s no hope for us. I know it’s my fault. His family is doing whatever they can in order for us to be together, but he wouldn’t listen. I know very well why he does do that, it’s because I am not really the perfect woman he did imagine to be, especially that I have a weak imaan  or believe when it comes to our religion. This caused me more depressed. I am really a lonesome woman, I do love being alone. Even how hard I try to have a good conversation/relations to other people, it seems I am always disconnected. I can’t connect with them. My memory seems to start deteriorating. I hardly remember things lately. What will happen to me? V.v Sex became so seldom, usually we don’t even do it.

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  1. towhead2 - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by towhead2 on April 10th, 2012 at 8:46 PM

    Just for a while

    Your heart it smiles

    You found someone who cares

    Your dream it fades

    but truth it stays

    And with truth you must live on

    From deep inside

    Your heart it cries

    I wish that dreams lived on



    But wishing won't make it so

    I proved it long ago.

    (Buddy Holley)

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 18th, 2014 at 3:11PM

  3. Eureka85 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by Eureka85 on April 11th, 2012 at 1:43 AM

    Thank you for the comment dear towhead2.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 18th, 2014 at 3:11PM

  5. towhead2 - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by towhead2 on April 11th, 2012 at 9:06 AM

    You're welcome! :)

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 18th, 2014 at 3:11PM

  7. tawam - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by tawam on April 30th, 2012 at 8:21 AM

    why dont you try to join him in Manila where you can spent time together and at least give up your job for a while maybe it will help and you know what brings you together and be with each other at your age and this time because you are considered newly married much better to be with each other and i think this also contributes to your depression eureka...

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 18th, 2014 at 3:11PM

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