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kiki1956 - 56-60 years old - female

Posted by kiki1956
on April 22nd, 2012 at 9:59 PM

Do you ever feel like you are worn down by lifes termoil that your head is about to explode because it is overloaded?
Your feet feels like bricks and you cant go nowhere and there is no where to turn?
Your heart is saddened and broken into pieces and shattered to where it cant be fixed?
That you have no care in the world or care for yourself anymore?
That you feel sick, dumb, unappreciated because you have been told this many times before?
That you will never become anything and you will be alone for the rest of your life?
Nobody is listening to what you have to say or the way you feel cause they simply dont care or have time for you anymore?

You just simply want to give up on life and everything and everyone you once loved to be alone!

You simply give up cause you cant take it anymore! The struggles of life are hard and seems like a never ending journey!

Will it ever get better?
Will i smile and laugh again?
Will there be light at the end of the tunnel?
Will i ever love again?
Will someone ever want me?

I ask myself this almost everyday!

I keep a fake smile going, i try to help others and give all the love and care they need!

My question is What about me? When will i have all that i need and long for?
Is this the way my life is going to be?

Is this the way i will live out the rest of my life?

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    Posted by irickm on April 22nd, 2012 at 10:05 PM


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