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Posted by Anonymous
on December 4th, 2008 at 9:20 AM


My father molested me when i was 11. He molested me on and off, during the summer, i remember how he touched my body..how he...my.....its really disgusting....It's sickening... It makes me sick until now just thinking about it. When i was 12 he stopped touching me but i caught him peeping when i was changing or taking a bath many many times...wtf is wrong with him?? But thank god, my mother divorced him, my mother doesn't have any idea it happened, i have no intentions of telling anyone. I'm greatful that he didn't rape me... That he didn't put his disgusting....inside me... that he didn't make me do anything to him.... That after that nightmare, i'm still a virgin.

I just prayed to God, and i forgave him, but i dont need to let him know that i forgave him and i don't want to have any contact with him.. i just hope he will not do the same thing to any other girls...esp. to my now, step-sister (who's 2 yrs old i heard)

I'm okay now...i'm so happy with my life, i'm at peace. I'm blessed. I don't think about what he've done to me anymore because that's like letting him do it to me again. No, i will not be a victim again. He will get what he deserves someday.... Karma is a biatch.

But to those who are experiencing what i've experienced...please..let someone know.... before it gets worse, i'm just lucky it didn't go any further.

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  1. liveforever21 - 18-21 years old

    Posted by liveforever21 on December 4th, 2008 at 9:54 AM

    I agree that you should tell someone...you seem to have coped with it well, but I am sure it was extremely difficult all the while you were going through it. He's done it once, and will most likely do it again until he is caught.
    I'm glad to see that you're doing fine, you seem to be a strong person :) However the next person may not be as strong, and you do not want to have to live with knowing it could have been prevented if you had just told someone.
    **hugs

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  2. Myreality - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by Myreality on December 4th, 2008 at 10:14 AM

    I feel for you,
    (opps those were probably not the right words to use)

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  3. Posted by An EP User on December 4th, 2008 at 11:12 AM

    Tell. Tell everyone that has kids he may come in contact with. To keep silent is the same as giving him permission to molest.

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  4. Myreality - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by Myreality on December 4th, 2008 at 12:17 PM

    LMAO I like your post Rusted especially with the avatar you have and what it says

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