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TheLoneWalker - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by TheLoneWalker
on April 26th, 2012 at 1:19 PM


When we parted i blamed u for not understandin me... i blamed u for not puttin in any efforts... i cursed u for not keepin ur promises... but never did i try to understand what made u do so... what changed ur innocent love to all this hate.
even after so many months of separation i still cursed u for being selfish... but that was until today... today i realised what went wrong... n it was never ur fault...it was always me... u tried telin me so many times but i arrogantly ignored it. i wud shout at u wenevr u tried to say something.
u r such a sweetheart, u always supported me n even though i was imperfect u sweetly accepted me... u always tuk my anger patiently.. but i never realised dat i was treatin d one person i love d most in d worst way... nobody never treated u d way i did... but as i said, i was arrogant.. i never saw anything other than myself.
u never asked anything from me... i always kept claimin how selfless i was but u never said anything; u selflessly took care of me but i being stupid and arrogant instead of thankin u, used to point out ur flaws n shout out on u for how wrong u r..
after years of commitment wat did i give u in return.. only insults n curses.
y wudnt u leave a guy like that.
i fought to get the rose of my life... but when i finally got it, i crushed it with my own hands.
n no matter how much i repent i can never inject life into that rose again.
i myself killed d beautiful relationship we had... but there's no point cryin over it now.
so instead, m gonna become a better guy. better than d guy u first fell in love with.
i wish i cud tell u all this, but we aint talkin nomore, so i cant even apologize to u now.
but i wont let u go like this... i will come back n i will fight for u again!
this time i will love u like no one has loved in d entire world. n this time der wont b an end to this love story!

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  1. Posted by An EP User on April 26th, 2012 at 1:31 PM

    She must have had faith in you cause she saw one day you would come to the point of realization you have.

    Go and tell her how sorry you are. If nothing else, she will forgive you and knowing you are genuinely sorry this will give her closure. Hopefully though....her love still burns for you and your love story will have a future that is much happier.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 22nd, 2014 at 10:06PM

  3. TheLoneWalker - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by TheLoneWalker Apr 26th, 2012 at 1:38PM

    oh, thank u for best wishes. m damn sure the future will b happier :)

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  4. keepitdirty - 70+ years old

    Posted by keepitdirty on April 26th, 2012 at 1:37 PM

    wow It takes balls to own up to your mistakes and actions.



    Don't miss the boat baby!

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  5. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 22nd, 2014 at 10:06PM

  6. TheLoneWalker - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by TheLoneWalker Apr 26th, 2012 at 1:41PM

    hehe thanks... n hell yeah i wont miss d boat this time!

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  7. spldbtrfly - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by spldbtrfly on April 26th, 2012 at 2:19 PM

    I couldn't understand most of what you said with your "abbreviations" But from what I'm understanding is your an *** and she left and now you want her back? Well, I do wish you good luck. But if she waited for years maybe her leaving was a sign that she couldn't take anymore and has moved on. I wish you luck. :)

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 22nd, 2014 at 10:06PM

  9. TheLoneWalker - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by TheLoneWalker Apr 26th, 2012 at 4:08PM

    hehe... i was an ***... wel u got that right :P n yes i agree that she left coz she cudnt take it anymore... but she hasnt moved on, n i know she wont. she just had too much of nonsense n m waitin for the cup to empty so then i can refill it all my love!

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