I know why

I know why you are avoiding me. I get it. I know why you haven't called, texted or emailed. You said you were in love them me, then retreated. I get it. You are too close. I told you that I didn't want you to jurt your family. I told you that I didn't want to cause you pain. You can love me and keep things just the way they are. I expect nothing. You do not owe me explanations. You can love me. I wont complicate things further. You know you can't stay out of my life so don't try. The more you try to stay out of my life, the more we will be drawn together. You said you believe in fate. You said that you know why I am back in your life. You said that this doesn't happen everyday. Well it doesn't. People search their whole lives for the connection that we have. What a beautiful gift it is. Don't waste it. We could die or have something catastrophic happen tomorrow. Then the only thing we will regret is not enjoying the now of this wonderful  thing. I love you. You love me. Accept it. Enjoy it. Live it!