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Posted by Anonymous
on May 9th, 2012 at 2:21 AM


I try to stay positive : ) but i feel like my heart, mind and soul were so entwined with him. He was my blueprint for life , my positive , my encourager, my best friend he helped me fight and beat cancer 6 years ago. We were lovers, friends and now he hates me!!! ????
I don't know what to do .. It's complicated.. I don't know how to put it right. He has recently married his ex.. I was devastated when I found out .. I fell to pieces .. It made me lose hope and I have given up .. I realise I must find a new love and try to put my life back together again.
I have let my daughter go and live with her dad and his wife and I have shut down my business. I want to run away.
It's quite scary to feel this way. I have been so strong and responsible all my life.. I have achieved some amazing things and I'm supposed to be a strong women . But now I feel lost .
I know I sound like a baby but it hurts and the loneliness is bad at times and good at others. I just want to fall in love and move on.

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  1. markchris0 - 31-35 years old

    Posted by markchris0 on May 9th, 2012 at 2:28 AM

    God wouldn't give you anything you couldn't handle... stay strong

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  2. Posted by An EP User on May 9th, 2012 at 3:21 AM

    maybe it wasnt meant to be i the first place. he had a wife and child when i met him. she left him and he sought me out because i was dying. he saved me because hes a healer.but his wife does want hom back i read about it all the time and it makes me feel what im doing is wrong. he andi are so alike, he would never hate me. he saved me life, my ex husband did also. because he thught i was cheating he came home early fro work to save me from a viscious piece of piza that almost had me gone. he saved me, just to come here to die? i felt so abandoned. so does j, all we do is talk about our exes. seriously its // its ALL we talk about on ithe 4 days a month we hang out

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