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7thPrime - 31-35 years old - male

Posted by 7thPrime
on May 9th, 2012 at 4:31 AM

I believe I understand now.  I fear my own terrible purpose.  I fear my death that is in direct relation to this purpose.  I yearn for a normal life conjured by normal dreams of happiness, love and family.  Yet the path created by those before me, even I, confines me to a lonely road.  Others do not walk along this plane, nor do they see what I see and feel what I feel.  I fight against a force that will not allow it to be any other way.  This saddens me-it deeply saddens me.  I am stricken with a grief by this realization.  I am the hero and the anti hero.  What I must do will be that of faith, but what it will make me in the end will cause others to seek my own destruction.  All these things I fear and I have chosen the safe path.  But that path leaves me in stagnation.  I am missing the vital key.  I long for this key, this missing link that gives me the strength required to overcome this.  Will I find this key?

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  1. Posted by An EP User on May 9th, 2012 at 5:26 AM

    You know you already have. Go for your desires. Be happy and make her happy too.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 26th, 2015 at 9:13PM

  3. vewragid - 31-35 years old

    Posted by vewragid on January 27th, 2013 at 8:31 PM

    You never lost the key, it was misplaced by unfortunate circumstances. It was hiding with that lost sock from the dryer, that writing pen in the kitchen drawer, or with that penny in the sofa cushions. The key you seek never left your side; it is always there with you.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 26th, 2015 at 9:13PM

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