not much left

my best friend had this disease and the doctor tell him that he will die, not much left, two years since he told me what the doctor said,at frist i get hard time to accept this and refuse even to think the posiblity, by the time pass the truth that he is going to die hide at the back cornea of my head , til to day, i had spent the day with him, i asked him when the last time he had went to his doctor, he said last month, and he had told him that he gera stop working and get alot of rest his body needed to help him get through the pain coming,i don't know what to say ,so i change conservation,simply there no thing to be said,u can't tell him every things is going to be ok , becouse it's not,the doctors get wrong all the time why would this be diffearent,am standing at the edge and he refuse to let me stand any more, he keeps tellin me he would be here 4 along bt i just can't unerstand why him, it's not fair and make no sence , death is hard enough without having to wait for it every mintue, no one will understand how hard is this till he goes through it, hop no one had to , i love him‏ ‏alot , i know him all my live, he is my best friend what am gona do ?