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xstephanierose - 18-21 years old - female

Posted by xstephanierose
on May 27th, 2012 at 3:26 AM


It feels like Im losing my friends. They are happy without me & Im sitting here feeling sorry for myself. Im tired of this stuff. Im tired of holding it all in! There is so many things going on right now. My friends dont feel like my friends anymore, my family dont feel like family anymore and life doesnt feel like its worth anything anymore. Im stuck. I disappointed so many people even myself, Im sitting here hating myself over these things. Im a failure & worthless. I have no good for this world, am I really making any difference? Or am I making everything worse? I fail everyday. Im tired of being confused about things. My family talking about how gross is it to like the same gender & Im sitting in that same room feeling bad for myself about possibly that I might be what they hate the most. They say people like that are not Gods people. I guess I am not a person of God. God hates me! I am tired of hearing the same thing everyday from their mouths! I am so mixed up right now, I dont know what to do with myself. I have been hating myself for such along time now. How can I possibly stand on my feet again?
God, help me to believe that I am worth something, that I am of some use in this world and remind me who I am to you.
God as your daughter I ask that you forgive me of my sins and help me to start over, help me to stand on my feet again and to smile with meaning behind it.

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  1. faithunited - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by faithunited on May 27th, 2012 at 8:54 AM

    You sound depressed and am speaking from experience....I stil feel worthless somedays but being on antidepresants and volunteering helping others helps me move forward .....you can message me whenever and il support u in anyway I can

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 6:41PM

  3. xstephanierose - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by xstephanierose May 28th, 2012 at 3:11PM

    Thanks

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  4. Epiphany68 - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by Epiphany68 on June 17th, 2012 at 2:35 PM

    Sweetheart, we all fail everyday. And it takes a while to learn to love yourself enough to let that be ok. God loves us right where we're at. He's not waiting for you to learn to be perfect before he decides to love you. If you will draw close to Him, He will show you the path. Just truly love Him and talk to Him all the time. Know that you are His daughter and He loves you every minute of every day. He came to save the world but if there had been only one, just you, He would have done the same. Hugs

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  5. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 6:41PM

  6. arun2you - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by arun2you on February 21st, 2013 at 8:45 AM

    I'm facing the same situation before, but I overcome it with my dad's help.

    You don't have to care about who saying what, you just believe yourself and perform well.

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  7. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 6:41PM

  8. 1sabre - 56-60 years old - male

    Posted by 1sabre on October 12th, 2013 at 5:04 PM

    You are not alone in what you are experiencing. My suggestion is to call you local mental health association and get some help. Talking to a good therapist will help in ways that will make a change. It will only work if you are willing to put the effort into it. Make sure you find a therapist that you have a connection to. Switch as often as you need to till you find the one that is right for you. I wish you all the best in getting the help you need and deserve. I an others are here on EP if you want to talk. God Bless and take care.

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  9. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 6:41PM

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