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CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

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Posted by CloudNinjaForever
on May 29th, 2012 at 1:03 AM


Someone so important to me said goodbye to me.I don't know her or how she looks.All i know is that she took away my heart.I fell in love for the first time in my life.But now she is gone.Left me.She didn't love me at all.WHY ?? Because i am born not to be loved by anyone.I can never be loved.I am not considered a human.I am not a guy who can be loved.I don't belong in this world.Oh you stupid heart why did you love someone who didn't love you.You stupid heart stop paining.Stop it.I want to stab you with a knife to stop you from paining you stupid hear.I want to stop my breath and my life to escape this pain.I want to die.I want to die.I want to die.Please pray that i get the courage to kill myself............................

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  1. Posted by An EP User on May 29th, 2012 at 1:09 AM

    I will pray for you. :) Get better please!

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  2. CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by CloudNinjaForever May 29th, 2012 at 1:14AM

    thanks..i will try to get better..

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  3. Desolatebones - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by Desolatebones on May 29th, 2012 at 1:11 AM

    Hey, it will get better, i know this feeling, i have felt it before, but keep your chin up, you will find your love, it just takes time, don't kill yourself, alot of people would be hurt by your death, both on and off EP. Do not give up, it will get better, i remember when my first love left, i was devastated, but i recovered. You can fight through this.

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  4. CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by CloudNinjaForever May 29th, 2012 at 1:13AM

    thanks i will try to fight..

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  5. Posted by An EP User on May 29th, 2012 at 1:14 AM

    And u might have heard this but if u need someone to talk to, that will not tell what u will do or tell the future (thinkingalot) *wink wink* talk to me. I wont be judgemental

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  6. CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by CloudNinjaForever May 29th, 2012 at 1:17AM

    okay thanks..

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  7. Desolatebones - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by Desolatebones May 29th, 2012 at 1:20AM

    Hey!

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  8. alienteardrop - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by alienteardrop on May 29th, 2012 at 1:16 AM

    Losing a person that you loved is always hard. I have felt the same way. What I know now is that it does get better with time and eventually you will meet someone that will love you back. I am so glad I didn't succeed when I attempted suicide at that point in my life because there are so many great things that I would have missed out on if I had

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  9. CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by CloudNinjaForever May 29th, 2012 at 1:20AM

    thanks..i won't commit suicide..i am much stronger than that..i just needed to vent out the pain..

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  10. loki12345 - 18-21 years old

    Posted by loki12345 on June 2nd, 2012 at 2:16 PM

    Fight on cloud. Find things that bring you joy. You deserve your life and so much more. Find a dream.



    You've brought me joy, and I've only talked with you a few times over the internet. It scares me that you could go away, and by your own hand at that! So please fight on.



    You are a wonderful person.

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  11. CloudNinjaForever - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by CloudNinjaForever Jun 2nd, 2012 at 2:22PM

    don't worry friend..i just vented out that day..i won't die..i have a lot of friends who needs my help..i can't abandon them..i will fight on and keep making everyone happy..thanks.

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