Girls and guys at school liked to hurt me and then id hurt myself

my mom saw my thigh scars and she went off on me as i was bathing she was like stupid ***** why would you let those people upset you and make you scar your thighs like this but its her fault i told her school was hell for me i wrote poems about how bad its is and everything

they would take my clothes, push me in to the boys bathroom  and tell the teacher that i walked in there on my own the boys would back the girls up and i would get in trouble the boys did just as much as the girls did to me everyone was mean to me i remember one time when i pretend some money was in a envelop i loved to play around with the guys too much at my school making them mad was funny as hell to me so i 

played a pranks on my crush undre 
one time i told him that i had some money for him in a envelope and he said thanks sweetie and he smiled and grabbed the envelope but when he saw that it was fake money he beat the **** out of me he 

pushed me down on the basketball court and he and his group slapped me and hurt me he grabbed me by my neck and he said to me ***** you better never in your life play with me again like that i use to think that he was really nice i had no idea that he would hurt me like that over a prank i was hurting walking all the way home and a few day later that ******* had the nerves to ask me out and i told him not even in his dreams.