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My father raped me

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AlwaysAlone17 - 16-17 years old - female

Posted by AlwaysAlone17
on June 5th, 2012 at 6:49 AM


I had his kid, Jason M. Heimark...He died of heart failure..even though the baby was my dads i still wanted to keep him because he was growing inside me..i gave birth to him..now i cant have kids... ive been raped plenty of times before that...it hurts..but what i wanna know...is why did i never get pregnant when iwas raped by the others...?

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  1. StarWanderer - 56-60 years old - male

    Posted by StarWanderer on June 5th, 2012 at 9:12 AM

    Grace and mercy. Don't stand for any kind of violating behavior you are not a doormat. Learn some self defense



    NOW.

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  2. cantwinforloosing - 31-35 years old - male

    Posted by cantwinforloosing on June 5th, 2012 at 9:59 AM

    I don't think anyone can answer your questions, but have faith that you will see little Jason again.



    I agree with Meanpeople, you need to find a professional to talk to, someone that could help you work through some of this. You've been victimized (repeatedly), had an unexpected pregnancy and suffered the loss of a child. That is a ton of stuff to deal with.



    Reading your confession makes me feel guilty about some of my behavior when I was young. Not with my daughter, but I didn't always take no for an answer when I was a teenager, and I feel so guilty about that now.

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  3. Posted by An EP User on June 5th, 2012 at 11:38 AM

    You should seek the care of a psychologist! A medical professional...



    I am sorry for your loss and all you have been through but wishing you had gotten pregnant during being raped is not good...and the things that have been done to you are NOT OK..please seek help!

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  4. Medulla777 - 26-30 years old

    Posted by Medulla777 on June 6th, 2012 at 5:29 AM

    I am so sorry to hear about your situation.

    You really need to seek to a psychologist or a doctor / and police about your father.

    What your father did was not only disgusting, but immorally wrong and illegal.

    He should be arrested!

    I hope you seek help from professionals because your situation will cause mental scars for you in the near future if you don't do anything about it.

    I wish you well and will keep you in my prayers .



    God bless you

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  5. sweetnovember19 - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by sweetnovember19 on June 6th, 2012 at 7:43 AM

    I feel the pain,...I am not a rape victim but I know your situation caused you psychological and emotional distress. I hope you will overcome the pain, seek help..for sure there are lots of people out there who can extend their help.

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  6. uninblox - 26-30 years old

    Posted by uninblox on June 6th, 2012 at 3:29 PM

    You are not alone, though your name and perception says so.

    You are not disgusting, though you might feel so at times.

    You are lovable and deserve respect in every sence, even though you might not feel so at times.



    /guy whose girlfriend has had similar experiences

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