19/06

19 June : The day that once used to be the most important day of the year. The day which once was a festival. The day i was so proud of. The one day that i always waited for. The day that once brought me such great happiness!
19 june, the day when i was born!
It used to be so much more than just a date.
That's right 'It used to be'. It no longer is.
It's really amusing how drastically things can change. You won't even realize and just like that your entire life will turn upside down.
For the first time ever i'm alone on my birthday. I dont even feel happy today. there's no excitement. Other than my younger sister there's no person who is actually happy that i was born.
I'm not complaining. Nor do i expect anything else. i too dont want to celebrate this time. m not even cutting any cake. but i dont like being lonely. especially not on my birthday. n the fact that there's not even a single genuinely happy person to share this occasion with makes me kind of sad. (There is this one person though, on EP, who gave me some moments of happiness, and m really thankful to her from every inch of my heart.)
There's no crazy party this time, but this one too will be remembered forever. For the very fact that it was the worst one ever. and i hope by the next one i would have changed my life upside down again. And will possibly make it the best one ever.
hopefully, next year i'll share another story of how crazy it was :P