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SocialRomance - 18-21 years old - male

Posted by SocialRomance
on June 24th, 2012 at 10:40 PM

     Three days with less than 10 hours of sleep. Gives me time to think I suppose. I used to think that the world would be so much better off had I never exsisted. A world without me.. really sounded like a pardise at the time. It wouldn't have made much of a diffrence though. People will still live, breathe and die all in their own appointed time. I started to wonder where was my soul before I came into being here on earth. Was I just a tiny sliver in the vast oblivion? Was I a angel of God? Perhaps I was the escence of love patiently waiting for my moment to fully exist. After all as humans we only live from one breath to another and one heartbeat at a time. In the whole plan of life we only live for but a moment. We become ignorant of our fragile mortality. After all if we miss a single breath our life seems strained and weakened. Perhaps it's nonsence to think of these things however I can't help, but wonder if some dreams were meant to stay dreams. I can only hope that, that single precious moment... that quickly ending heartbeat... and that last fading breath will be enough time. With this last thought I want you to think hard on these final words. " Can I afford to waste another second? "

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  1. Emo18 - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by Emo18 on July 19th, 2012 at 10:07 PM

    I love what you wrote and I often think the same e thing why was I ever born what am I here for why do I have to feel all this much pain? And will anyone ever care for me will I ever be loved in any way.

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    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 10:45AM

  3. mdifferent - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by mdifferent on November 8th, 2014 at 9:13 PM

    that is so deep. these thoughts scare me a lot.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 19th, 2015 at 10:45AM

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