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Posted by Anonymous
on July 9th, 2012 at 12:57 PM


There's a lot that I could say to you,a lot that I want to say to you. About us, about what you mean to me, and about how I feel. What I fear, what I think is best, all of that. It takes a lot to hold it all in. If you only knew all of it. If you only knew how much you brighten my day, when all is going wrong. How the memories we have mean the world to me. Or how much I wish I could make everything that hurts you disappear. If you only knew how afraid I am to lose you. The empty and hollow feeling I get when those feelings and thoughts cross my mind. How I don't feel good enough for you. If you only knew how afraid I am that one day you're just going to walk away and throw me aside. If you only knew how hard it is for me to not call you “Babe”, “Darling” and “Love”, how much I wish I could make things work. Or the fact that all I want is to be yours. If you only knew how much I adore you, how absolutely gorgeous and beautiful you are. You don't know how lovely you are. I don't feel like I deserve you. Maybe I don't. If you only knew how worthless I feel when I can't do a damn thing to erase your pain while you melt mine away, you don't even try. If you only knew how much I wish I could be by your side to just hold you. to be there when you need me. But maybe you'd be better off without me. You'd find someone better than me who can give you all you want and more.
So many thoughts flood my mind and, I just don't know. There's a lot that I could say to you, a lot that I want to say to you. And it takes a lot to hold it all in. If you only knew. If only.

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  1. givememath - 51-55 years old

    Posted by givememath on July 10th, 2012 at 8:36 PM

    Beautiful.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  3. puddinntame - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by puddinntame on July 10th, 2012 at 8:40 PM

    This is powerful.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  5. Kream19 - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by Kream19 on July 15th, 2012 at 2:45 AM

    this is the sweetest confession!!! amost made me tear up...

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  7. Posted by An EP User on July 16th, 2012 at 5:52 AM

    Hauntingly beautiful. Let the one who loves you decided if you are "good enough" or not cause life really is a once shot deal. Regret is one bad thing to have later on. I hope you find a way to this person and tell them.

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  9. SomebodyThatYouUsedToKnow - 22-25 years old

    Posted by SomebodyThatYouUsedToKnow on July 17th, 2012 at 10:53 PM

    wtf.. you guys are screwed in the head.

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  11. andrewroberts198 - 31-35 years old

    Posted by andrewroberts198 on July 20th, 2012 at 1:33 PM

    Its funny how someone could mean so much to us yet still we sometimes don't have the courage to tell them how we really feel. Is love

    always that mysterious?

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  12. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  13. flowergirl25 - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by flowergirl25 on July 20th, 2012 at 5:58 PM

    I have a question. What happens if you don't tell her? Maybe she'll choose to spend her life with someone else. You might want to at least consider letting your feelings be known. It would be horrible if she committed to another man because she didn't have all the information. Sad really for both of you. I hope it works out. Sweet confession.

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  14. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  15. badpixie - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by badpixie on September 7th, 2012 at 10:04 AM

    God, I wish you could tell me more about your story. If you ever want to, I would love to know more details. It sounds like you love this person so much.

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  16. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  17. Posted by An EP User on October 11th, 2013 at 3:47 PM

    No offense. I've been thinking.....if you know they love you. And you do. Can you possibly grasp, imagine, see even how wrong it is to MAKE THEM guess......and wait in the dark so long?



    If you really feel this way.....IF. DO something about it. Just do it. Else its over. Game over. Youre pushing way way way too far too hard too long.

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  18. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

  19. farahzghoul - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by farahzghoul on February 26th, 2014 at 3:03 AM

    I think she deservers someone like you, you love her that much DONT LET HER GO.

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  20. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 8:31AM

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