Jealous

Funny I would read this today, I was thinking about this last night. I am pretty convinced that no one is "really" happy. I used to be jealous of other people and families too. Then across the years, (I'm 46 now) I have noticed that everyone has problems, stresses, pain, etc. Some just hide it better or choose not to outwardly show it. Some people are so afraid that others will think they or their family isn't perfect, that they hide it well. Others just choose not to involve others in their business, so they keep all their issues private. But the truth is, everyone has problems behind the scenes. Everyone has heartaches that haunt them at night, and everyone has wants, things to be different.

You are single but dating a guy right now, if I am reading what you are saying correctly. I can tell you this, I have been on both sides of the coin. And it is better to be single or dating, than to be stuck in a bad marriage. To be lonely and single sucks, but not as much as being trapped in a bad marriage. To be dating and want a family can be sad too. But again, not as sad as being in a bad marriage, especially with children involved. They suffer too. So be sure you never settle for just any guy, because you want a family unit so bad. But wait for the man of your dreams, before you tie the knot. It will be worth it.