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cutie2christy - 36-40 years old - female

Posted by cutie2christy
on July 19th, 2012 at 4:06 PM


danny i miss you so much.there are so many times that i wished i had gone first,your life of 33 years was cut far too short ,over half of me is gone you took to the grave with you more than half of me, six years is a long time and i would do anything to bring you back. how can i get over this , the biggest part of me was you. i have a new man in my life right now and a son with him i tried so many times to create the same love but you just made it too hard to replace you even just a small portion of you he still cant compete, you are still my best friend, thank you for the gifts you gave to me because they made you think of me you thought very highly of me you placed me so high on your price of life you gave me everything, i was your only true love everyone still tells me and to be honest i would never try to hurt my boyfriend but you are my only true love. your love had no conditions you loved me not for things i did or didnt do you were always happy the thing i loved the most about you is the way you would look at me i miss you honey some day i will see you again but its not time yet i wish it were OH GOD !!!!!!!!!!! I need you so bad danny i just want to yell really loud screem through a temper tantion until you come back but i know you cant. I have always fought for everything in my life and if i worked hard enough i would always get what i wanted but not this time theres no way i can bring you home. Why not me danny you were so much better at life than i , your the one who made life so much fun. i wanted you to know life isnt the same without you but im trying im so sad hold me please, because he doesnt, kiss me please,because he doesnt, love me because he doesnt everything you were this new mans not . when im with him i try to make him you . danny i dont really know what i got myself into being with him , i pray all the time that he will change for the better but he never will he has no love for anyone and he hates life Danny i love you and i will try to live life the way that you would want me to live you always wanted me to be happy so i will take the life that i have and try to make it better my baby i will love and miss you for the rest of my life .............. im so sorry you died and the way you died ,believe me .... your not with be but instead i seem to be with you .....dead..... i love you danny ,bye.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on November 9th, 2012 at 2:34 PM

    sad. :(

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    Reply by An EP User Dec 20th, 2014 at 4:46AM

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