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Posted by Anonymous
on December 29th, 2008 at 9:15 PM

P_orn XXX addiction...

I had a XXX/P orn addiction for over 19 years now and with in the last several years I started going into harder and harder-core. I felt like it was eating me up inside and I felt filthy and dirty even though I knew I was a good person. I knew this was one of my only stumbling blocks and if I could just somehow conquer it I could conquer the world. I really hated P_orngraphy for all of the horrible things it brought into my life and stole from me. I finally wanted it gone but I just couldn't stop it. I prayed and prayed and though I felt God was behind me (I realize now that) I never said the secret word. I wanted him to do everything and he just wanted/needed me to do something.

Finally it came down to one final very sincere prayer to Jesus Christ and I told him as long as I am breathing and alive on this earth XXX would not come back into my life and in this promise to Jesus I told him that I would live my life even onto hating my own life if only for his glory.

He answered me and revealed what P_ornography really was. He healed my mind and made me feel like a new born child once again. I haven't since that day even considered **** nor been tempted by it any stronger than I could laugh at it. He made me: my mind, my heart and my soul like I never even had the issue in the first place, Which this was also part of my prayer.

Praise be to God on high and may all the heaven speak and bless his holy name...

Lord Jesus Thank You!

If anyone out there struggles with this there is help and hope I have beat the demon of P_ornography and I hope my testimony helps someone.

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  1. saphtalon - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by saphtalon on February 3rd, 2010 at 11:27 PM

    It helps me...

    I think the one thing that is preventing me is not wanting to pray. I feel so impure that maybe I am not worthy to speak to a God that created sex to be good.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 6:41AM

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