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BentWizzard - 26-30 years old - male

Posted by BentWizzard
on July 31st, 2012 at 12:04 PM


Often times in our modern wilderness of stone and concrete where fences are made of internet cabling and unseen social boundaries we loose sight of the things we want to say. We loose ourselves in the politicaly correct confines that surround us where we are led to believe that each choice we make will be followed with some type of reaction that could upset the social standards we are forced to live. We are led to think that even the slightest misstep out of line will end up in a court system somewhere over some unforseen law that we didn't even know existed.

I am reaching out to everyone who reads this to tell you that I love you.

I am reaching out past the fences we are kept in for one reason or another. I am telling you that I love you. I don't know who you are or what may be troubling you at this particular time. I dont know what events have surrounded your life or the stories you may have to about the events in your life. I honestly don't care because love is something that reaches beyond those things. Your preferences and decisions in life, whatever they may be or have been or will be,  don't concern what I am telling you right now. I openly admit that I do not always feel this love for everyone. Some of the people who are reading this could very well be the kind of person I would love to murder if I actually met them. Others could be the kind of person I would love to spend a lot of time in getting to know.

I would like however, in this one brief moment to say that none of that matters to me and that I love you. Each and every one of you who reads this that does know me either in real life or online knows that I value them, if they do not realize this, then I would like to tell them now. I want to reach out and say that I love you. There is nothing strange in this and take it as you will and as you need it. Come back to this from time to time when you are in pain or suffering so that you will have this one moment frozen in time forever to reflect upon. This one moment in time when someone had the courage to reach out and say that they love and accept you the way you are, who you are, and what you are. I give that same message to any strangers who will read this. Joke if you must, sneer and even leave nasty comments if you like. I would at least like to offer you this one moment frozen in time.

I want each and every person who reads this to go forth the rest of their days, or maybe even a moment in their lives to feel refreshed and vitalized and to know that someone out there loves them. This reaches beyond any boundary real or imagined I love you. It is my hopes that this post will become a shrine for those seeking love and acceptance. May the posts that follow be as a blessing to each person who reads them in whatever fashion or form they may be.

I was told something once that has become a powerful reminder for me whenever I feel pain of any kind whether it is physical or emotional. It was passed down to me from someone who sounded like they knew pain once too. I was hurting at the time I was told this. I was very ill and I had just lost the first love of my life. I have never been a suicidal person, but if there ever was a time that I was close to it this would have been it. I cannot remember the exact words this person said, only the message that was conveyed. I would like to convey that same message to you now...

Many people do not know this and it is a secret even to you right now, but in reality we all enjoy our troubles. Right now you are actually enjoying the pain and suffering you are in. I know that must sound strange to you at first, but when you consider the idea of us always living in nothing but pleasure and fullfillment we would not be able to truly appreciate it without something to compare it to. We would not be able to fully appreciate our joys, triumphs and accomplishments unless we had an equally negative experience to compare it to. Maybe that will ease you a bit knowing that you will rise one day and look back at this moment.

True to that persons word, I have risen. I may not always get what I want and there are times when I do not get everything I need either but I can say that I am happy and pain does not feel so bad anymore knowing it will pass and I will be able to appreciate the better side of things to the best of my ability.

I was talking with my beloved, and I told them that I wanted to do something that was kind of crazy. Nothing that I couldn't live with the consequences of...but something I would regret not doing if I never got the chance to do it again. Once I finished writing the main portion of this confession and reading back on it now. I guess I did do that one thing in writing this to anyone and everyone...

I love you



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  1. NFDenmark - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by NFDenmark on August 21st, 2012 at 10:39 AM

    I love you too, Bentwizzard.

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  2. MM02138 - 41-45 years old

    Posted by MM02138 on August 26th, 2012 at 9:00 PM

    Brave, and deep.

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