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Posted by Anonymous
on August 9th, 2012 at 12:44 PM

I felt such a connection to this confession that I actually felt the need to respond. Damn intuition. I long for the day when we are either together or I can find the off switch to this unrelenting sixth sense.

Par for the course, your thoughts from afar have sent mine aflutter. That is why I am here. I know very little about this site. Hopefully, my words find themselves to you.

I may never know if this was written about me or my current predicament. Nor may I ever find out what's really on his/your mind. All I can do is speak for myself. Incomprehensible circumstances led me back to you. The minute components of scenario are mind boggling to me. It could be a book. Will be a book??? God knows, the world's most talented architects could not have designed something so sublime. I have to believe on some level this was out of both of our hands. However, this isn't why I came here nor is it what I wanted to leave with. There are so many complications. So many I wouldn't even know where to begin. While I untangle those complications on my end, you seem no closer to doing so on yours. Therefore, I tried for years to ignore them.... to ignore you. Yet here it remains. The MOST powerful and abstract detail of my entire existence. And I have no idea what to do. What am I going to do?

Surprised? Don't be. My entire life is in order...except when it comes to you. How can something so important be left to chance from here on out?

The clock is ticking. We're down to the final months. I've taken all the batteries out and thrown them all away. So why do I still hear that incessant clicking noise? Is that sound as maddening to you as it is to me?

I've done everything I can to show you how much you mean to me, to show you I mean no harm, to show you I am here when you need me, to show you I am ready to quietly listen - without judgment, without fear of rejection or repercussions no matter what the outcome may be. But I cannot make you talk. So I wait. Wait... as the clock turns months into days ....days into minutes.....

And within those quiet minutes comes the realization that a mere second can change the entire course of your life.

I hope to see you when the days grow shorter and a cool, crisp breeze encircles your thoughts. I may not be ready to walk off into the proverbial sunset, but I am ready to leave a few footprints in the sand to guide me home in a few years. Just as a few years ago, I will be there. I pray you, too, will be there.

If none of this is making sense to the original confessor, my apologies. I guess I could be wrong.

But I'm not, am I?

I love you.

Shhhh! Now quiet your mind. I'll see you soon.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on August 9th, 2012 at 1:14 PM

    What do you get by screaming your heart out, anonymously.A few ratings.Happy?It is such a waste of time and love.Time Doesn't Wait.You know what your heart wants. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 27th, 2015 at 5:56AM

Experience Project is a community based on authenticity, support, and respect. EP encourages you to post with these values in mind.

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