Posted by lilshooter
on August 12th, 2012 at 1:38 PM
I feel like I have no life. All I do is stay home and be bored. I feel like I have no friend's no nothing. I can drive but I get treated like a child by my mother and family cause I'm disable. I live with her because I'm disable. She won't let me drive but I can and got licenses. I hate that she won't let me. That's why I get done like I do by other ppl. Cause she won't let me or help me. I get judged by friend's and family well so call friend's. I really don't have any friend's but one. Cause the other's blames me for stuff I didn't do they did it but blames me. So they left me and now not talking to me cause of stupid stuff they accused me of. I didn't do. So I am all alone and have no one. I'm used to it though. Yes it's all wrong. But what can I do about it. I get done like this my whole life. Will they, all regret it one day? I sure hope so. Cause it's wrong how I get done. I'm 38 yrs old but everyone treats me like I'm a child. I'm not one. So I am all alone and depressed and lonely all the time. I forgot what happiness was and laughter. I don't laugh but when I do I fake it. I fake it all on the outside but inside I'm really hurting from it all. No one cares or see's. They worry about other's or theirselves. How do you get them to see it? All I wanted was a chance from everyone and life too. What am I here for then if I don't have a life too? What I feel like I don't have one. Everyone else can but me. That's wrong and it hurts. I want one too. Will I ever get that and a chance too? Don't ever see it. Like I said I'm a lonely and sad and depressed girl all the time. No one cares. :(.
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