Life for me is boring and it sucks. I have no life.

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lilshooter - 36-40 years old - female

Posted by lilshooter
on August 12th, 2012 at 1:38 PM

I feel like I have no life. All I do is stay home and be bored. I feel like I have no friend's no nothing. I can drive but I get treated like a child by my mother and family cause I'm disable. I live with her because I'm disable. She won't let me drive but I can and got licenses. I hate that she won't let me. That's why I get done like I do by other ppl. Cause she won't let me or help me. I get judged by friend's and family well so call friend's. I really don't have any friend's but one. Cause the other's blames me for stuff I didn't do they did it but blames me. So they left me and now not talking to me cause of stupid stuff they accused me of. I didn't do. So I am all alone and have no one. I'm used to it though. Yes it's all wrong. But what can I do about it. I get done like this my whole life. Will they, all regret it one day? I sure hope so. Cause it's wrong how I get done. I'm 38 yrs old but everyone treats me like I'm a child. I'm not one. So I am all alone and depressed and lonely all the time. I forgot what happiness was and laughter. I don't laugh but when I do I fake it. I fake it all on the outside but inside I'm really hurting from it all. No one cares or see's. They worry about other's or theirselves. How do you get them to see it? All I wanted was a chance from everyone and life too. What am I here for then if I don't have a life too? What I feel like I don't have one. Everyone else can but me. That's wrong and it hurts. I want one too. Will I ever get that and a chance too? Don't ever see it. Like I said I'm a lonely and sad and depressed girl all the time. No one cares. :(.

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  1. Goldwing244ricky - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by Goldwing244ricky on August 12th, 2012 at 1:42 PM

    I'll be your friend.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 5th, 2015 at 5:47PM

  3. thegooseandthebottle - 16-17 years old

    Posted by thegooseandthebottle on August 12th, 2012 at 1:43 PM

    I care! I just really don't know what I could possibly do... got any ideas?

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 5th, 2015 at 5:47PM

  5. lilshooter - 36-40 years old - female

    Reply by lilshooter Aug 12th, 2012 at 1:43PM



  6. thegooseandthebottle - 16-17 years old

    Reply by thegooseandthebottle Aug 12th, 2012 at 1:44PM

    And do you know how I could help?


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  7. Shaneking - 31-35 years old

    Posted by Shaneking on August 12th, 2012 at 1:52 PM

    If you are unhappy in your life and you want a new life the only thing you can do is change things. I have a friend with MS she is living on her own and independent. She can no long walk and is in her chair all the time. She works part time and gets by okay. What I'm saying is if she can do it anyone can! Life is to short to just sit and watch it go by. If you don't like living with your mom make plans to change that and move out. Go to college, work somewhere, do something that will allow you to make friends. Your in your late 's if you want to drive you should be able too. You should not be controlled like you are a child and can't care for yourself. Anything is possible, you can sit back and feel bad about your life. Or you can wake up tomorrow with a new out look on life. I had a brain injury in 1998. I was on life support for awhile and my brain really took a hit. I still don't talk right all the time, a lot of the time I will mess up my words when I'm speaking. So many people look at me like I'm stupid in public when it happens or something. But you know what? I don't care what they think, and they don't know me. They don't know I broke over 60 bones screwed up my brain and had to learn to walk again and such. But yet people are so quick to judge you! My family they have always talked untrue things about everybody. I just stay away from them and try to not have hardly anything to do with them if at all possible. I see where you are coming from about what you said about your family. I'm not 33 years old, divorced with children. I am okay with my life. I might be alone a lot not having many people at all close to me. But it's better than being unhappy and not wanting to even get out of the bed in the morning. This is your shot to make the most out of life that you want. It does not matter what others say! They are not living your life, they are not you! If they were happy in their own lives, they wouldn't be talking crap about anyone. I was in college with a women in her late 40's. She was recently divorced, her teenagers at home, had a new boyfriend. All those years she was a man who controlled her. she was scared to death to be out in this world on her own. But she did it! She got a job enrolled in college and that was that. She did it, I did it, and so many more do things with their lives. You are never to old and you are never to late in life to do anything. Always remember that!

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  8. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 5th, 2015 at 5:47PM

  9. lilshooter - 36-40 years old - female

    Reply by lilshooter Aug 12th, 2012 at 2:32PM

    Thanks. Sorry to hear about you and your friend. Your right.


  10. Shaneking - 31-35 years old

    Reply by Shaneking Aug 12th, 2012 at 2:57PM

    Don't be sorry what happens to us in life, makes us who we are. I hope your feeling better since you wrote this.


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