I wish to kill....

I selected other because im not sure this is revenge.....I wish to kill, but not randomly. I wish to bring about the demons deep inside me and unleash them. I wish to not just kill...but to destroy. to destroy my life, and all those around me. I wish to bring civilization to its knees. I wish to end lives with ease. I wish to burn the unworthy. I wish to have the right to make that decision. Ive stated in the past on another site my personal vendetta against God, and i wish to undo his creations! Heaven, hell, the earth, humanity, nature, civilization, emotion, ideas, thoughts and dreams. I want it all to end, we are a failed experiment in my eyes. An affront to existence. We squandered our time and became wretched. I want to end all of our suffering by wiping us out for all existence. I want it to end. I wish to kill. I wish to cleanse. I wish to be destroy! Who feels the same way?