Dependent

I have to say, I rely on my brother too much. Every day I look forward to coming home so I can tell him my day. Or on other days when he has work, I look forward to him coming home. To many parents, this is the type of bond they wish their children have. My parents don't think of it too much really. My brother is like my best friend. We're together most of the time. Whether were on a late night run to McDonald's or In N Out, or whether we're just staying at home watching a movie together. I hope he knows what he means to me because I've never told him. I mean, it's awkward letting your brother know he's pretty much a role model to you. We may be close but we do still get weirded when it's a special occasion and we have to hug each other. Well, while this all seems great and wonderful, it won't last forever. My brother is in college and sometime during the new year he'll be transferring to a new college 5 hours away. Just thinking about it makes me sad. Who am I going to tell my day to when I come home? Or who am I going to eat a Double Double Cheeseburger and vanilla shake with and feel fat about it after with? And most importantly, who am I going to spend those lazy weekends with, laughing away the day while watching a new movie? Many people would say: your best friend and such but I really don't have a friend I'm THAT comfortable with to be spending the days with them like this. And plus, it just wouldn't feel the same and it definitely wouldn't feel right replacing my brother with someone less worthy. I still have some time before he goes so I guess I'll make the best of it. I honestly don't know what I'll do without him. But all I know is the day he goes, well be a lonely one for me.