Posted by BloodRedShadow
on August 27th, 2012 at 7:53 PM
I've already told my family. Mother never saw me as anything short of her daughter since that day. My fiancée knows, and she treats me as her equal. My younger sibling knows, and only calls me "big sister" unless we're somewhere public, which she calls me "big brother" or by my name. It wouldn't bother me so much that my friends don't know, but the thing is, they're all guys. Normal high school guys, unlike me. My self image is screwed, I hate my physical appearance. But they would never understand that. But the thing is, I can't keep on pretending to be someone I know I'm not. I have to be true to myself. But I am so scared to lose those friends. We were going to try and keep in touch as friends, have parties, do college stuff. But if they knew, I'm dead. So I just wish I knew how to come out of that annoying proverbial closet.
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