I am lonely

If I'm completely honest with myself and everyone here I'm lonely. I joined EP so I would have the opportunity to open up to people without fear of judgement. I did it because I thought that maybe since I could confide in no one that I know in the real life, I could here. But all i find is that I am confessing to open air. I thought it would be releasing, but really it just makes me sadder knowing that I don't have anyone I trust or even anyone I don't trust to confide my deepest darkest secrets in.