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WhatIsPerfect - 16-17 years old - female

Posted by WhatIsPerfect
on August 30th, 2012 at 7:21 PM

Every time I eat I can't keep it in I have to make myself throw it up. I feel so gross and fat and every time I try to keep it in all I hear is "You stupid little girl do you really think you can do this? You want to get fatter don't you? " I end up always after I eat purging and I feel better and thinner. Today I binged and than made myself throw it up. I have lost 4 pounds in a week this made me so happy to see. I want to be thinner. I want to bee a million times more thinner because when I'm thin happiness will come.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on August 30th, 2012 at 7:34 PM

    You need to stop now hon, or bulimia will destroy your life. I suffered for years. I went to India looking for God. I stayed in an ashram and one day in desperation told a swami about the purging I wanted to do. He looked at me, looked away and waved his hand. "You don't have this problem," he said. After that, I never did. That was 12 years ago.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 26th, 2015 at 7:51PM

  3. KaliMa3 - 36-40 years old

    Reply by KaliMa3 Aug 30th, 2012 at 7:44PM

    Of course, a good counselor is probably where you should start. Please follow through.


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