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Synthrax - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by Synthrax
on September 11th, 2012 at 3:11 PM

Right. So I'm in a relationship with a girl who pretty much neglects me. Every.Single.Day. Even with all the things she's done to me, I still love her. Every day I keep telling myself that I can do better. That I deserve better. Yet, when I see her face. I just can't tell her. I can't tell her that I'm done with it all. I've given her so many chance to right all her wrongs...but she does nothing at all. Nothing to try and get me to stay. Just the same old line every effing day. I miss how she was, 2 years ago. She made me feel so loved. But now....I'm clinging to hope that she'll realize it all and returns to her old self... My heart can't let her go and my mind is telling me I'm a damned fool. Sadly, my heart's bigger than my head. Guess I'm doomed to suffer till either my hope was well-placed or someone saves me from this hell. I keep trying to make her happy when all I do is bleed for it. Nice relationship ain't it, when a simple "I love you" makes you wonder if it's true or just a way to get you to do something...

Guess I'll fold my hands and pray for an angel to take me away from this. Just hope the prayers of someone who doesn't believe still gets answered.

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  1. IntenseCookie - 16-17 years old - female

    Posted by IntenseCookie on October 5th, 2012 at 3:13 AM

    She's not worth your time. I don't think she's worth the hurt. I do hope things get better, or a nicer woman comes along.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 8:52AM

  3. Synthrax - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by Synthrax Oct 5th, 2012 at 3:18AM

    You're absolutely right. She's not worth my time. In my head I know that clearly. However, my heart just can't let go of her. Thanks for your words, though!


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