Posted by Hypnotixtic
on September 13th, 2012 at 5:19 PM
I'm not sure really what's wrong with me. I always feel trapped, like I can never be free. No matter where I am I am never home, never truely happy. I fail. At most relationships, I'm always too emotional, too dependent on affection. It's been something I've been trying really hard on to fix. But I can't help it, it physically hurts me when I even start to feel neglected. I am way to clingy, almost no amount of attention is enough. My moods go crazy all the time, it's like my emotions are on a roller coaster all the time! I can be so happy and full of hope and prospect and then I wake up,the next day and am filled with this horrible and deperate sadness and longing. I love super quickly but the issue is, no one has been able to hold my interest long enough for me to have a relationship longer than a year. I get jealous, oh god so jealous, so easily. I shove it down now, try and logic it out in my mind, but it is always there. I want to get better so badly but... I don't even know what is wrong with me!
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