Posted by lovelynne
on October 18th, 2007 at 10:38 PM
I'm not actually a good person. People look at me and they may think any number of things; that I'm cute, considerate, kind, funny, compassionate, quiet, quirky. And those things might be true, but what is more true about me than any of those things is what lies beneath myself, and that is the biggest thing of all: I am a liar. I am judgmental and critical. I swear all the time, I'm bitter, upset, and I'm hardly over everything I've been through, even though I would have every single person I know believe that I'm great. And they do. But I'm not. I hate people. I don't really enjoy living. I don't enjoy alot of things in life. I'm bitter and cynical. I am an old woman trapped in an 18 year olds body. It is pretty pitiful, and what is more pitiful than that, is that I pity myself. That's what makes me sick.
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