I dont see the freakin point

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imperfectbeauty - 18-21 years old - female

Posted by imperfectbeauty
on September 29th, 2012 at 10:34 PM

Okay, so I am sitting here thinking of the things that I need to do to get my life right. I cant help but think whats the point. We all die, whats the point of working hard and once you have finally got to the point where you are satisfied with where you are in life.. you die. Da faq? So, again I will probably never find the motivation I need to start working on my life. I see myself dead in another 5 years anyways, so why try. This is hopeless. I may be the only human being that actually thinks this way, but h'ell I dont want to waste anymore time; and well since I will be dead soon anyways why try to do something with my life now?  Am I wrong ? Should I try even if I think it is pointless and just a waste of my life? Honestly I would be happy to be the meth head that I am today for the rest of my life than waste time and be something ordinary. 

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  1. TheRQCKSTARZHquSeNHDZQ3 - 46-50 years old - male

    Posted by TheRQCKSTARZHquSeNHDZQ3 on September 29th, 2012 at 10:40 PM

    Of course u shud try, ...& anyway, dont u hav a BABY ON BOARD ta think about?

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  2. imperfectbeauty - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by imperfectbeauty Sep 29th, 2012 at 11:02PM

    no I lost my baby. so all I have is me and I just dont see the point


  3. TheRQCKSTARZHquSeNHDZQ3 - 46-50 years old - male

    Reply by TheRQCKSTARZHquSeNHDZQ3 Sep 29th, 2012 at 11:14PM

    Im so sorry beauty , I didnt kno , ...after many attempts before ta contact u , im glad u finally responded ..:)..Thank u!


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  4. mazou - 26-30 years old

    Posted by mazou on September 29th, 2012 at 11:12 PM

    Bt u say u gonna die hw?dd God who brought u tell u that u gonna die,ill say don't give up in life bcz no1 knows the tym tht u gonna die (dnt give up hope)  

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  5. imperfectbeauty - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by imperfectbeauty Sep 29th, 2012 at 11:50PM

    Okay, as much as I do appreciate your comment. I do not believe in god. I believe that we are in control of when we die and we control it by the choices we make, I have already chose the wrong things in life so right now there is no turning back time. Past mistakes will always catch up with you; and I am not trying to be rude but please go back to learn how to write correctly.


  6. Posted by An EP User on December 6th, 2012 at 12:12 AM

    You sound like me about 20 years ago. You're young, it's not too late.

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  7. nasparkles - 36-40 years old

    Posted by nasparkles on January 14th, 2013 at 10:09 PM

    If you are thinking of all the things you need to do to change your life, than you are not happy just being a meth head. You want to change, but you are making up excuses because you know that it won't be an easy thing to do. You don't know if you are worth the effort. If you could snap your fingers and make a wish for your life right now, what would you want your life to be like? Just curious.

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  8. imperfectbeauty - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by imperfectbeauty Jan 14th, 2013 at 10:46PM

    well no of course not.. but the point of this post was actually to state that i cant find a reason to change the life I have if in the end it will all be in vain


  9. nasparkles - 36-40 years old

    Reply by nasparkles Jan 14th, 2013 at 10:55PM

    The only reason you need is that you aren't happy at this moment the way things are. "The End" doesn't matter. You aren't at the end. You're at the now.


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