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I think i only Want to love him

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DarkAngel24 - 13-15 years old - female

Posted by DarkAngel24
on October 5th, 2012 at 4:35 PM

...he is the nicest guy i have ever dated...and i love him...that is what i keep telling myself...he says we are soulmates, his life is SO much better since i am here, he's so in love with me...and i reply just as sweet...and when i speak with him..i feel it...but when i am away from him, he is not the only thing on my mind...i really WANT to be in love with him...but there is something im not feeling..some connection that is missing...and i was ready to run off to Santa Fe, where he lives, to go find gain that missing Something...meanwhile..i am liking someone else...someone i should not be liking...and who doesnt like me....the heart is treacherous....i DO want to meet him, and be with him, and all of the other stuff we talk about...when we are talking about it...but then i am spending all of the other side of my brain thinking about the Other Guy.....this is Not the type of girl i am...i am Honest. I am Faithful and Loyal....but how can i be honest when i dont even know what the truth is?!?!...i have Always wanted to find love, and i feel like im throwing it all thinking too much...and then by liking a guy i could Never be is all so pointless...i am still so friend says i shouldnt be mad at myself because im just young and confused......but matters of the heart are Always confusing...and if i try to use my brain to resolve the problem, i'll end up alone Forever, because of how screwed up my mind is....i wonder; why are you throwing away a good thing?!?!? you Enjoy being miserable?!?!?.....but then i wonder; how can it be Real if i am having feelings for someone else?!?!....someone i have not a chance in heck(on a good day), with!!!! I am just SO CONFUSED!!!!....i just dont have a clue what to do.....

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  1. MaryIsMyHomeGirl - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by MaryIsMyHomeGirl on October 5th, 2012 at 4:38 PM

    You either love someone or you don't. You can't force yourself to.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 3:24PM

  3. DarkAngel24 - 16-17 years old - female

    Reply by DarkAngel24 Oct 5th, 2012 at 4:40PM

    Yeah....i know...


  4. MaryIsMyHomeGirl - 26-30 years old - female

    Reply by MaryIsMyHomeGirl Oct 5th, 2012 at 4:41PM

    You won't end up alone forever, trust me, there are thousands of fish in the sea and the flavours they come in are wonderful to explore!


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