What has my life become.

I've strayed away from EP for a few months. I've been struggling with my eating disorder. I've been binging about three times a day and purging about twice that much. It happened once before, a few years ago, but I didn't think much of it. Well it's back to remind my that I'm fat and need to lose weight.
It's been a lot harder this time to shake off, only because the pounds have been dropping off faster. It's hard to say stop, when the scale keeps going lower and lower every morning. Hopefully once I can start running again, I'll be able to stop this once again. Until then, that's all folks! (: