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Riderz4Christ - 31-35 years old - male

Posted by Riderz4Christ
on October 22nd, 2012 at 7:51 AM


If I die tonight couldn't be nothing but transparent
And apparently you care for me like a parent
I swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shoulders
Days are long my nights are even longer
The weight so heavy on my back I can't move
Could somebody help me where do I turn to
Since I was a youngin I been gunning
And all along ain't asking for help I just carry it on my own
And turning to God was for the weak list
Am looking at life through a weak lens
I can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyes
It's sweat pouring down from the years I done tried
To be my own savior said I'd never fail
But never had the righteousness it took to save myself
So this is where I turn confess believe
That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need
I repent tonight

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my own
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holding on
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now

There I go ya catch me I'm falling
Trying to stand on my still I'm just crawling
Trying be the man I should be that's my calling
But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive that stop
I'm one the verge of bawling still I'm feeling like I'm hopeless
Feeling like I failed I'm pwned
Cause I grit my teeth and I strive each moment
Tryna be strong but daily I've blown it
I don't know what's go'n happen I see
Some change gotta happen in me
I'm weak and some kinda power's lacking in me
I need grace that'd be sweet
Is there anyone to turn to give grace and peace
Do I really gotta earn you?
Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned through
I wanna learn and be freed
But I hear I gotta turn to believe please

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my own
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holding on
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now

There I go again yeah I blew it
Everything I don't wanna do I keep doing
Steadily feeling stupider instead of making excuses
I just need to face the music I need you
I lean on my own strength but it's useless
Cause healing only come by them stripes and them bruises
I chump deuces and turn towards you
But sometimes I turn back to it
Why do I abuse all the grace that you given me
It's like I can't win man I still got sin in me
And I struggle just believing you forgiven me
Cause if I was you I would've been done finished me
But we're not the same I really thank God
Your grace is amazing look where you went for me
On them wooden beams took responsibility
For sin that you never did to call you a friend to me
Your ways are so high but you bent your knee
I keep falling but you calling to get on my feet
Keep walking just what you started you will complete
Imma keep repenting til the day I leave

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me
Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my own
I know I can't do it but still I'm just holding on
And when you see me up yeah I'm really down
And when you see me smile there's really no one around
So if I let it go promise you catch me now
Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now

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  1. lovehutz - 51-55 years old - female

    Posted by lovehutz on October 22nd, 2012 at 12:45 PM

    Yes makes me think how we are all saved by gods grace. Thank goodness we are not saved by our deeds but gods grace; otherwise I would n't make it even in to god's pressnce.

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  2. Riderz4Christ - 31-35 years old - male

    Reply by Riderz4Christ Oct 23rd, 2012 at 6:41AM

    i totally agree with u on that one friend

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