I used to be hurt by my ex.

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okayjade - 16-17 years old - female

Posted by okayjade
on November 4th, 2012 at 3:55 PM

Everybody thought i was overly happy with him and that if i was ever upset, it was because we'd argued. Nobody knew that he'd broken my wrist. I told my mum i was ill and stayed off school for about two weeks, trying to avoid physical contact with everyone, he manipulated me to a point where if he hurt me i thought it was my fault and i would beg for his forgiveness. Nobody will ever understand how alone i felt throughout the whole relationship. He cheated on my 4 times with different girls, and i'd take him back every time, thinking it was obviously because i wasnt making him happy. Looking back i realise how stupid i was. That i should of told somebody. But i had nobody, and it feels so good to finally vent. And put him in my past, where he belonged the whole time.

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  1. indulgencesrus1960 - 51-55 years old - male

    Posted by indulgencesrus1960 on November 4th, 2012 at 4:05 PM

    Now that you put him in the past, continue forward carrying the knowledge that you are stronger for the experience, and, it sounds, wiser. The best revenge you can have is to grow and enjoy a wonderful life.

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  2. okayjade - 16-17 years old - female

    Posted by okayjade on November 4th, 2012 at 4:13 PM

    thank you so much, i've thought about so many different ways to make him feel how i felt, but i just couldnt put someone through the pain he put me through.

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  3. rjschoch - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by rjschoch on November 4th, 2012 at 4:19 PM

    good for you girl

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