Posted by okayjade
on November 4th, 2012 at 3:55 PM
Everybody thought i was overly happy with him and that if i was ever upset, it was because we'd argued. Nobody knew that he'd broken my wrist. I told my mum i was ill and stayed off school for about two weeks, trying to avoid physical contact with everyone, he manipulated me to a point where if he hurt me i thought it was my fault and i would beg for his forgiveness. Nobody will ever understand how alone i felt throughout the whole relationship. He cheated on my 4 times with different girls, and i'd take him back every time, thinking it was obviously because i wasnt making him happy. Looking back i realise how stupid i was. That i should of told somebody. But i had nobody, and it feels so good to finally vent. And put him in my past, where he belonged the whole time.
Vote up! 3