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Giving up on life

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Eureka85 - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by Eureka85
on November 8th, 2012 at 6:36 PM


Yesterday morning, i am starting to feel down again, thinking of giving up on life. I've been trying things in order to change my life a little bit, but no matter what I do i always go back to square one. It is painful and boring, when you know you can't go anywhere, but to the place you where you are now. "Whats the point" as I said to myself, "there's no use for me to go beyond it because no matter what i do it is still the same." I was also then convince that people around me somehow talk something about me. One example of this, is when i go to one of my boss co-worker or should we say a friend to her office work. When I got there, her secretary was there smiling at me. I was also smiling at her, since we knew each other for a couple of things. There I gave the item, which my boss asked me to hand to her friend, and wait for it for a couple of minutes. While I was waiting there, i was having this conversation with someone there about a medical treatment. After minutes of conversation, my boss's friend came out, giving her the item back to me. Somehow, while she was telling me something, her secretary just gazed her with something meaning on her eyes. I hate when I am seeing that kind of gesture, it just hateful for me.

Will anyway, this is not only reason, but there are lot of it. I just couldn't keep up with things in life. There is no used in staying in such cruel life, which you never knew when will it get you. If you are not stronger enough, you are NOTHING to the people around! Each morning, I always feel this losing ground in this LIFE.

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  1. ChristianArt77 - 22-25 years old

    Posted by ChristianArt77 on November 8th, 2012 at 7:31 PM

    I have a question if I may ask? do you have really bad stress or is it a disability? I have the same problem and been struggling with it. but I manage to stick with it in life until I enjoy to get use to it. Just pray to God and doing while struggling. soon things will change.



    Mark 5:23-34



    And besought him greatly, saying, My little daughter lieth at the point of death: I pray thee, come and lay thy hands on her, that she may be healed; and she shall live. And Jesus went with him; and much people followed him, and thronged him. And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years,And had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse, When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment. For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole. And immediately the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that disease. And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that power had gone out of him, turned about in the crowd, and said, Who touched my clothes? And his disciples said unto him, You see the multitude thronging you, and you say, Who touched me? And he looked round about to see her that had done this thing. But the woman fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth. And he said unto her, Daughter, your faith has made you whole; go in peace, and be whole of your disease.





    I know its hard to understahnd King James Bible but what it meant that the Women was Ill and Bleeding.



    She went to call out Jesus but Jesus just kept going with his Disciples. So she ran to him and touch his Garment and then she was healed quickly. when Jesus saw her and said to her "you have wonderful Faith and now you are healed. now go and be cured!



    Just keep praying and pretending that you're running to Jesus no matter how far it takes to get to him, to be healed. Budget problems and such.



    Its in God's Time, not ours.

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