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Smoke and mirrors
Posted by Littledreamer83
on November 8th, 2012 at 9:58 PM
I try to maintain a happy, calm, professional appearance. I smile, laugh and joke. I work. I distract myself from reality and I guess I try to pretend it isn't really happening. My reality isn't this pathetic broken sham. In side I am crying. I am breaking. I feel like I am less than because my husband won't tell me the truth. I feel like I have failed because he chooses a bottle over our vows. I feel like I am being haunted by alcoholism. I hate what alcohol has done to my family. It has taken my husband to a dark place and I can't rescue him. No I just get to watch and try every day to hold on to my sanity.
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