Getting Rejected By Best Friend

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Posted by Anonymous
on November 12th, 2012 at 5:44 AM

When I started high school I didn't have many friends.I was always quiet and shy but I met this guy.This kid was insanely smart.I just though he was beautiful,inside and out.I started doing stuff like poking his stomach and holding his hand all the time to show I liked him.One day I actually told him I did.He was the sweetest boy.He bought me a flower on Valentine's Day and he'd always kiss me on my cheek when we where saying goodbye.He was always there for me.I could talk to him about anything,actually and he'd always hold me whenever I cried.One day we went to the park and were standing under a tree and I just kissed him (on the mouth) out of the blue.When I was finished he went to the other side of the tree and starting laughing.So did I.But he came back to me and he was still smiling.This time,instead of a goodbye kiss on the cheek,we kissed on the lips again.The next few days were good between us.We talked alot as usual and everything felt so right.But one after we hung out I tried to kiss him again and he pulls back saying we're just friends.I guess I didn't really believe him and kissed him anyway.The next day when we were texting (which we always do) I flirted with him alittle and he got really mad about it.He told me we were not together and we were just friends again.This time it actually hurt.He was serious,I realized.But why?Did he not like what was going on before?How could he do this to me?But I stopped myself from believing it was true.Then it would tear me apart.So,I actually continued to do the same stuff I was doing.Him,still getting mad and saying stuff like "We're not together" and "Were just friends".Until one day when we were talking again I told him I was mad because he didn't kiss me.He told me that we're not together and how I'm not his girlfriend and that he didn't have feelings for me.Then I knew I had to accept it.Even though it did hurt.I cried myself to sleep and end up cutting my hair.I was planning to get it cut shorter anyway and asking my sister to do it but I just grabbed some scissors and start cutting my way through.I looked at myself in the mirror and started to cry.I had a friend do this to me before but this time it was 10 times worse.Me and the guy are still friends actually.I try my best to ignore my feelings for him even though this happened last year.I don't know which is worse,staying friends with someone you want to be with or not being friends with someone who you stop being friends with because you're not with them.Even now typing it brings tears to my eyes. :'(

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  1. TheemopandaX - 18-21 years old - female

    Posted by TheemopandaX on November 12th, 2012 at 6:13 AM

    I am truly sorry for the way you got hurt. But be strong....hold on someone better will come knocking on your door.

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    Reply by An EP User May 6th, 2015 at 6:53AM

  3. jamerican99 - 16-17 years old - female

    Reply by jamerican99 Nov 14th, 2012 at 1:52AM

    (im the writer of this) But it hurts so bad.I mean he's more social than me,gets WAY better grades,more richer and I feel like crap.I think the reason is that he was outta my league and the more he knew me the more he saying "I could do better."

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  4. TheemopandaX - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by TheemopandaX Nov 14th, 2012 at 5:04AM

    But those qualities isn't all that matters. In some cases even people who act like that then realize the mistake they made and eventually come back. There's an old saying "If he comes back he's yours and if he doesn't he never was". I just recommend you envolve yourself in new activities to get your mind off of him. But I know a step like this is hard to take. It's hard to forget those whom we love so dearly...If you ever need anything I am a very active EP member so you can message me anytime. :)

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