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Amenita666 - 18-21 years old - female

Posted by Amenita666
on November 12th, 2012 at 10:13 AM


I am a girl who has 18 years old, I’m sweet as sugar and my love cannot be sold. I dream a lot, I dream to find the right way. I’m mysterious and it’s hard to get what I say. I’m good at talking about death and suicide. I always pretend to be okay while I’m dying inside. I don’t want to express my feelings, I’m stupid in this. I tried so hard to talk, but there is always something I miss. That’s why I write and let my feelings flow. My pen is my best friend and I’ll never let it go. I’m a shy person and I don’t love so fast, my heart controls my present and even my past. In my eyes the future is another world, full of events and stories that cannot be told. I’m a girl who wants to see everyone happy and having a peaceful life. I wish happiness to all, not just myself. I thank God for everything no matter what comes in my way. But sometimes I lose my mind and act in a silly way.
 
I’m a girl who cries all the time and she doesn’t know why. Sometimes she hates her life and wishes to die. Her pain doesn’t have reasons at all. She is lost in her own world and has nothing to live for.
 
 I’m a girl who thinks in a negative way, her eyes do not see the light everyday. In fact she sees it but she pretends to be blind and that’s what really kills her inside. She truly wants to stop this game, a game that keeps stealing her time  .
 

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  1. wahhmann123 - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by wahhmann123 on November 12th, 2012 at 10:17 AM

    you are a good writer, but hah, unfortunately cant really help you because i feel like im trapped in the situation, in a place where i dont want to be, trapped by my emotions unable to express myself, dreaming about how people commited suicide have so much courage.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 1:21AM

  3. Amenita666 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by Amenita666 Nov 12th, 2012 at 10:18AM

    oh thanks for you comment : ) well thank God i am not alone in this . but is this gonna last forever ? well i don't know

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  4. phoebe55 - 46-50 years old - female

    Posted by phoebe55 on November 12th, 2012 at 10:29 AM

    You speak of my youth, so I know you're in pain. I know how it feels to be so alone. That pain of not having a place to belong. You speak beautifully and romantically of the pain that has threaded though all of my life. Suicide is useless, It has not taken me no matter how many times I through myself at her feet. She is just though, for she knew I did not deserve to die and each time her embrace gave me courage to keep on. Keep on writing, beautiful fairy, for your words will be life to those in despair.

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  5. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 25th, 2014 at 1:21AM

  6. Amenita666 - 18-21 years old - female

    Reply by Amenita666 Nov 12th, 2012 at 10:30AM

    u just don't know how ur words mean to me ! thank u very much ^^

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  7. phoebe55 - 46-50 years old - female

    Reply by phoebe55 Nov 12th, 2012 at 10:36AM

    Oh, I do know, I have been where you are. Look inside, sweetie, See the beautiful you and don't let anyone tell you differently. Who cares that we are different. We are kindness and the world needs kind.

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