Miserable Life

I'm sorry you are suffering my lovely, people pick on the most basic and easiest thing they can see or detect in people when they are insecure and lacking in love and worth themselves. I am really sorry for your pain, know that you are perfect and lovely and it's their problem not yours. The books from Lorna Byrne will help you realise you have nothing to fear and you live your life to the full and ask for protection and help whenever you need it, dont suffer in silence there are many like you, find support and groups where you can talk and make friends. Here is an extract from one of her her books.



From Stairways from Heaven Lorna Byrne - also her first book Angels in My Hair is great too.



For those contemplating S - Please, please understand that you are loved and there is hope, the following is an extract from Stairways to Heaven by Lorna Byrne and her other book Angels in my hair is great too and really worth a read but here goes and hope it helps - it starts mid chapter where the author has been upset as she has seen someone contemplating S



'God smiled at me with great love and compassion, and said 'I know S upsets you greatly because you feel everything of that a persons emotions and you feel their soul. Lorna, you are my little bird of love. The souls need your love, and so do I. Your prayers are so full of love and compassion.' God continued, I love all my children. I don't want any of them to commit S. I am always there with them and there is always hope. I and my angels do our best to-help people see this hope. I have given my children free will so I can't stop then taking their own lives. I felt tears coming into my eyes again. Then God stretched out his arms in a welcoming gesture. As he did this we were surrounded by beautiful souls. They were all around u, and appeared as men, women and children of all different ages. I knew without God saying a word that these were souls who had taken their own lives because they had found life unbearable. They had felt they were living in a pit of darkness. Within themselves they had felt unloved and uncared for, and had little self confidence and self belief. They had not been able to see the light or the love within them. They may have had families and friends who cared and loved them deeply, but because they were in the pit of darkness they couldn't feel this. They couldn't see the light of this love. But now all these souls were radiant, full of indescribable joy and happiness.

I smiled smiled watching them watching them and God smiled back at me. Then everything disappeared. Thinking about everything I realized that love had to penetrate that pit of darkness. People considering S don't realize that they are perfect, unique and very important. Each and every one of us has a unique role to play in this world that no one else can play this part. We all need each other. When someone commits S it diminishes everyone throughout the world. If someone of any religion in say Kenya were to commit S today, that would diminish and affect every one of us, even if we have no knowledge or consciousness of it. At various times I have spoken with people who have tried to commit S. Very often they have told me how grateful they are that they didn't succeed.



Teenagers are most vulnerable to S because their intense emotions and sensitivity. Teenagers are so fragile and tender and yet all the time they are trying to show they are strong. They say that they don't care and that nothing hurts them, but understand they are scared and afraid. Even the most charming and apparently confident teenager may be subject to these doubts. Teenagers have a tough time as they are learning about relationships and sexuality and measuring their worth by their success in these romantic relationships. Young teenage boys become confused and often contemplate S when they are confused sexuality. Sometimes a boy will have no interest in girls and become frightened when he sees his friends are attracted to girls. It is important that boys are told that some boys are just slower than others in their sexuality coming forward. I met and 18 yr old boy that contemplated S from 16 yrs on because he was afraid he had no interested in girls. He was being teased at school. He was confused and terrified of what his friends and family might think if he was homosexual. He planned his S meticulously but kept putting it off. Then gradually he began to realize that he was interested in a girl down the road. Then gradually at 18 he became interested in a girl down the road and, when he bumped into her he couldn't stop looking at her and always felt really nervous around her. This confused him even more for a while but now she is his girlfriend and thoughts of S are gone from his mind.

I am frequently asked about homosexuality and God tells me it is part of what he created. He already knows which of his children are lesbian and gay at conception. This is part of their life path and he loves them the same as everyone else.