Posted by Anonymous
on November 17th, 2012 at 9:39 PM
While everyone else is being grateful this week, I will be wishing I had the power to reprogram my life or at least my mind, to erase this week from my memory banks. This week is my Halloween, my hell. If I didn't have grown kids to live for...But I should be long over it. I should have forgiven and forgotten. And maybe I shouldn't still have nightmares or be terrified of anger or horrified by blood. Maybe abandonment shouldn't affect me..............maybe I should be fine by now. That was in the past...maybe I shouldn't hurt anymore. I don't have to...I could stop it.
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