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Game over, I lost

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JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss - 22-25 years old - male

Posted by JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss
on November 20th, 2012 at 2:20 AM


They say you never know what you have until you lose it. I beg to differ, I've known exactly what I've had and still lost it. So I try to move past the losing part and focus on what I do have, and I feel like I'm kidding myself trying to find something that isn't there, not anymore.
I have to confess, my heart will be the death of me, it won't stop loving you.
I have to confess, my brain will eventually fry out, it won't stop thinking of you, of us, of what we had and could have had, had I not done what I did, am who I am.
I have to confess that its all a vicious cycle, I love with everything I have, and am therefore losing all that I am.
Thank you for loving me once. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for what you are capable of offering. Thank you for taking a chance.
I'm sorry for the rest of it.

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  1. Posted by An EP User on November 20th, 2012 at 2:39 AM

    Awww. :'(

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 21st, 2014 at 7:07PM

  3. JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss Nov 20th, 2012 at 3:18AM

    Yeah, awww, that's life though. Thanks for responfing

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  4. hadyourchance - 31-35 years old - female

    Reply by hadyourchance Nov 21st, 2012 at 12:45AM

    I can honestly say I feel the exact same way. Word for word. I've been unable to break free from it for 9 months. I completely understand.

    Reply

  5. Earthen - 36-40 years old - female

    Posted by Earthen on November 20th, 2012 at 4:24 AM

    That bit where you said "Thank you for loving me once". That just broke my heart! Take care of you. I wish you happiness.

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  6. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 21st, 2014 at 7:07PM

  7. JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss - 22-25 years old - male

    Reply by JustAFriendlyNinjaKiss Nov 20th, 2012 at 11:24AM

    Thanks

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  8. Yourmydevilwithin - 18-21 years old

    Posted by Yourmydevilwithin on November 20th, 2012 at 3:44 PM

    Its weird reading what other people write... the "thank you for loving me once" really reminds me of someone i know. the sad thing is that they would say that about me and not realize i still really do love them with my whole heart :/ i hope you get better.

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  9. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Dec 21st, 2014 at 7:07PM

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