Posted by Littledreamer83
on November 22nd, 2012 at 11:46 PM
I have been having a really difficult time. I don't want to get out of bed most days because I'm just so tired of trying and failing. My marriage has been troubled. I feel like my husband doesn't really want this anymore. I feel like I am somehow not enough for him. It kills me. Maybe it's my fault for loving him too much. I trusted him. I know he doesn't respect me because if how he talks to me. I really don't know what to do any more. In public, at work, with family, with friends, I can hold it together. But I am dying inside. I feel lonely. I feel insignificant. If it were not for my kids I do feel that I would be dead by now. I feel like that is the only way to gain some piece. It sure isn't here.
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