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ThatGirl261 - 16-17 years old - female

Posted by ThatGirl261
on November 23rd, 2012 at 3:20 AM

OKAY, So i just recently broke up with my boyfriend of 2 year's.....i was so sure we were meant for each other but i guess i was wrong, one day i was at his place and his mum and dad were out, me and him cuddled up on the couch with a movie then.....he kissed me so i did so back and the he touched me but it was different, it was strong i got scared as to what was happening but i then thought I've known you for about 5 years now your my best friend and i am so in love with you, and that was it...........he got to strong i got scared he said "baby its okay i wont hurt you" and yet he kept holding me down, i told him to STOP he didn't, by then i couldnt take it anymore i pushed him on to the ground and went to go to the door, he got up pretty fast and was pretty angry he grabbed my by the arm and and pushed me up to the wall........he yelled at me "And were do you think you off to" he  slapped me across the face, i was then starting to cry and he kept telling me to shut up and stop crying but i just couldnt i pushed him to the ground again, as i opened the door his hand grabbed my foot, i had no choice i shut his hand in the door after to big hard hits he let go, i ran and ran i was so scared that he was running after me!.....hes gone now, he did the worst thing that he could do and run from his mistakes, and still from this day i have never talked to the one i thought i was going to be with forever the guy i think i loved and the one that knows me more that ever and you people are the only other people that know about it..

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  1. multigrain - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by multigrain on November 23rd, 2012 at 5:19 AM

    I don't know what is more painful-- to be in a relationship with someone for that long, and get treated like that out of the blue. Or to get married to someone for five years, and get acid poured on your whole body. Or to meet a guy from the internet who you thought was a friend, and have him try to kiss you and when you refuse, he dumps you in the middle of the street in the middle of the night in a city you know nothing about, and all of that, because you gave your trust. I'm sorry that you went through what you had to to know this person better. You were smart doing what you did, you didn't get hurt, but I hope you recover soon emotionally as well. My heart goes out to you.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 7:46AM

  3. MakesMeFeelBeautiful - 22-25 years old - female

    Posted by MakesMeFeelBeautiful on November 24th, 2012 at 11:43 AM

    Aww honey,

    Take care of yourself.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 7:46AM

  5. ThatGirl261 - 16-17 years old - female

    Reply by ThatGirl261 Nov 24th, 2012 at 2:16PM

    :) thank you and yes I will try, you too x


  6. Oceanoftears - 41-45 years old - female

    Posted by Oceanoftears on November 24th, 2012 at 11:49 PM

    How scary that must of been and still is. Just be glad he showed you his true self sooner than later. I keep reading what you wrote and I am still stunned. It made so mad..stay strong and make sure he never comes back!

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  7. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 7:46AM

  8. ThatGirl261 - 16-17 years old - female

    Reply by ThatGirl261 Nov 25th, 2012 at 6:27AM

    Yes scared....and yes I know, and I am glad he did show me his true self it's just I had known him for such a long time so it's quite sad really.....I will try stay strong and yes I don't think I'll be seeing him any time soon. Thanks


  9. LOVEoverRIDE - 26-30 years old - male

    Posted by LOVEoverRIDE on November 30th, 2012 at 10:05 AM

    as a kid i would looove eating strawberry ice cream , i loved it so much that i never tried any other flavor . why would i try any thing else !! strawberry was pink right and i just looved every thing pink

    i had a pink bicycle , a pink shirt and if i wore underwear's at that age they would have been pink too

    later on , i got bored of pink . thank god i did , tried new things and now strawberry aint nothing

    same goes for your x boy friend , .. he was/is a jerk . you just liked the color like me

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  10. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User Apr 21st, 2015 at 7:46AM

  11. ThatGirl261 - 16-17 years old - female

    Reply by ThatGirl261 Dec 2nd, 2012 at 12:36AM

    Haha wow that is a really great way of putting it thank you xx


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