The simplest answer
I can give is because I love
you. I don't know why I made the choice, why I gave you up. I don't know why you still love me, but all I want to do is set you free. I want to take away the pain and do what I first set out to do. I want that family with you and the love in between. I cchoose you most of all because you take all of me and see through the mask, the the shattered past and look past it. Yes I flew right by, Imade the wrong choice but now my choice is you and for reasons I can't explain I feel whole with you and feel complete. I see my potential family in your eyes and heart and just the fact I've been taken back is a start and I'll forever work to remove the scars.