Posted by ManifestoOfThePhoenix
on November 25th, 2012 at 10:02 PM
I hate it when people feel that all conflicts have a a hero a villian. it's a myth. I've been in this terrible relationship in which I just couldn't stand to let the girl in question be right about things because every time she was wrong she'd get so insistent and angry at me for making and error and then sit on it like crazy. Reminds me of my own sister. She has simiiar problems. She makes intellectual leaps and beleives urban myths and when you call it a myth she says it's been proven and never does prove it . I coudln't take it anymore. it was like she couldn't gracefully back down or agree to disagree she had to be damn right so it made damn certain so did I . I can't stand people like this and now she's gone and we were together for awhile but now I tried to apologize to her but all I got was flamed back and now she's calling me a pathological liar because i wanted harmony between us but was so unstable i had trouble backing down from our fights even though i didn't really want to be right all badly, i just wanted her to realize she could be wrong and falseified. She's got an ego like you wouldn't believe and yet claims to have a low self esteem. Calls me a pathological liar and wonders if anything that happened between us was true but the truth is I just said what i was feeling from minute to minute and because i''m not consistent i'm a liar and because I convinced myself I was ready for her when i still had **** to get over I must have lied to her. Right? right. Now I'm trying to let go but i' made the mistake of writing a few post about how i wasn't the only one who messed up and she keeps finding me and stirring more **** into the pot and i'm trying to be the bigger person and just let go now. I don't want a reply from her and I won't write back. I had to change my username. I'm trying to hide.
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