Posted by jeremyleaves
on November 28th, 2012 at 12:08 AM
I have seen some things in my life that people would not believe. Most are quick to assume that I am lying or mistaken. But I am aware of the certainty. I was not always the person I am now. I try to destroy the hate and the anger inside of me. To dispel that which poisons the soul from within. I don't know if I have truly forgiven anyone for the things that they did to me. I don't know how worthy I am of forgiveness; in respect to what I have done to others. I just don't know. I know the things which clearly serve no benefit to myself. I know how easy it is to be deceived. To find that you had been on the wrong side of things. I question whether or not I truly know what love is, or if I am as blind as everyone else - Just believing I know regardless of the reality. I have tried very hard, and truthfuly at times I had given up. I hope that in these things that involve my physical and spiritual energy that it is being used right. I just am extremely confused. Which makes the course of trying to be the best person I can be, that much more difficult. This was my attempt to in some way to describe what I feel about my faith. And I guess to be sincere when others aim to deceive. I want that "god given" purity, or strength.
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