i didn't expect this

deep friendship 
a longing
a need
born of unhappiness

there you were
so easy to talk to
unexpected
so very welcomed

but now darkness rises
alongside a new feeling
something i can't give
something yearned for

you're falling for me
i'm falling for you too
it feels so  right
but really all wrong

I've needed this for oh so long but commitments come first.  how to reconcile the two?  We're both taken.  Love isn't wrong but actions can be.  Such a painful conundrum.  And yet I can't think of anything else at the moment but you.