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I'm Terrible at Love

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angelique422 - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by angelique422
on December 4th, 2012 at 12:16 AM


I'm lonely but not desperate. However, there are times where it gets to me and I tend to seek affection in all the wrong places. I'm somewhat involved with an unavailable man right now and I'm ashamed to admit it.

I've stooped so low, I know that but it's the lack of affection I feel sometimes that makes me say "fck it" and I'll have a couple of moments where I pretend I'm this person's one and only. It gets me back on track until a couple of weeks after, I feel lonely again and wish I had something stable in my life. It doesn't happen so I end up going for the temporary fix.

I'm tangled up in all kinds of wrong but I'm just so lonely sometimes that I tend to not care. This scares me because I have learned to turn off my conscience while I'm doing what I do with this person, even though it hits me sometimes when I slap myself back into reality.

I'm completely confused... any advice is appreciated...

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  1. veronica4ever - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by veronica4ever on December 4th, 2012 at 12:24 AM

    i am in a similar situation. i wish i could find my one and only but it hasn't happened and the b00ty calls aren't the solutions yet i too give in. try to get out there in public places where you might meet a nice guy. lets not lose hope:) xoxo best wishes.

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  2. BoiOnFire16 - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by BoiOnFire16 on December 4th, 2012 at 12:37 AM

    Alot of my girl friends ask me about where to meet guys like me only straight...lol....If you're looking in the bars or online it's highly doubtful you will find the kind of guy you want to be with. Those places are good for a hook up but not the guy you want to bring home to meet the family. If you want to meet decent guys then look in places where they hang out like church, weekend sport leagues, any volunter group. Those guys are the ones who have basic self respect and care about their community. I know it gets lonely and it hurts so much sometimes that we want to be held but you are better than that. If you don't put in the effort to find a worthwhile relationship who exactly is going to do that for you?

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