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christy0590 - 22-25 years old - female

Posted by christy0590
on December 10th, 2012 at 12:52 AM

So sick of feeling suicidal. What else is there to say. I don't see a solution I can live with.

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  1. FlyingNinjas - 26-30 years old - female

    Posted by FlyingNinjas on December 10th, 2012 at 12:56 AM

    I have a friend that went to the hospital because she wanted to kill herself. They put her in the behavioral health center. The psych ward pretty much. I went and visited her. She was glad that she was being taken care of and she saw a little hope. She's been in there before.

    I've been suicidal. I didn't do it because I thought about how much my friends and family would be affected. My fiance died and it tore his family members into pieces and I was never the same again. His friends were really broken up.

    So don't do it because there are people who love you who need you to be here. We'll all die eventually. We are all going to die. So let's not rush the process!

    Get to the hospital would be my advice.

    I am sending you good thoughts from California.

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  2. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:43AM

  3. whoramI - 36-40 years old

    Posted by whoramI on December 10th, 2012 at 12:59 AM

    There is help out there.

    FIND IT! If you kill yourself it will effect others more than you can imagine!!! People will hate you and miss you at the same time. I know this first hand.


    GO GET HELP!! YOU HAVE TOO. this website is not the place. Go to the hospital, your DR, call a suicide hotline.

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  4. Anonymous

    Reply by An EP User May 22nd, 2015 at 6:43AM

  5. Indigent - 18-21 years old - male

    Reply by Indigent Dec 10th, 2012 at 1:04AM

    ...if they don't love or miss me now, why should I care if they hate and miss me when I'm gone?


  6. christy0590 - 22-25 years old - female

    Reply by christy0590 Dec 10th, 2012 at 1:13AM

    HA Ha talk about irony, telling someone else its a bad idea. Other people can be a motivator to not commite suicide, but they dont have to be the reason. You are reason enough. You deserve to be happy, to go off and create a life of your own, to find out the person you were ment to be. I just dont know if I can be the person I was ment to be without hurting my family and the guilt would destroy me, and I didnt even cause the problem I was just a kid and I dont know if I have the strength to bring it up, Im scared Im going to hurt so many people I love... but Im breaking and I've been breaking for a long time now.


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